I am lucky --notes after reading news

I am lucky to come here
and look back my country

I do not hava a visa
to earn pocket money in London

But still I am lucky for being here

More mainland couples give birth in Hongkong for a HK ID.
Under-paid workers are bulding the China's amazing glamoury.
Many students feel they lack the academic atmosphere.
...

Life is hard.
No equalty in the world. From born, we were seperated.We are so tiny that our faces dissapear soon in the crowd.

Compared with my mood, the weather utside in London is good enough.

I am not familiar with the world

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I keep silent
I still ask questions
like a child

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I feel desperate
I still look for the very first sunlight
outside the window

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I talk false
I still have sincerity
to sing with my heart


I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I am lonely
I am still loved and in need of love

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I am indifferent
I could still be easily touched
even a single smile on your face

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I want to escape
I still have many dreams
held tightly in my hands

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I feel lost
I still have many directions
to find the way leading me free

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I am blue
I am still positive
and look forward to tomorrow

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I have a feeling of being hurt
I still trust people
as never being hurt

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I should give up
I still want to try my best
At least I want to realise my dream
even there is no light ahead

I am not familiar with the world
But this is not the reason that I should choose from “to be” or “not to be”
I still have many other choices
Unfortunately they are not my choices